Me, as an individual who has been living my life mostly out of internet, i’ve seen and read some posts/blogs/photos that reflect the differences of each people. some are laid back, some are desperate for attention, some are posting/saying irrational statements what so ever. i am not saying that i am perfect, or i post stuffs without the intention of catching the audience’s attention. its just, it really takes a lot of energy, time and effort to impress people. the basic law of the universe is “you cannot please the society” but that is never an excuse for you to be an asshole, dont give too much cake for other people, save a big piece for yourself. it is frustrating when a person is making her self a slave to please people, i mean, how about self-value? how about self respect? do not let the people’s feedback be your life. i had that feeling before too, i wanted people to notice me because—this is the internet! everyone is welcome to access stuffs inside the internet world, but later on i got bored, and tired. now i dont give that much fxck about the world, i just play music, write dumb text posts like this, complain about how shitty the society is (when a situation excessively annoying), draw, Watch funny vlogs, researching interesting stuffs, and preparing my self to become what i wanted to be—to be happy, successful, and at ease at all times. do what is right, not because the crowd said it is “right”, dont let people build tall fences on your hands, live for your dreams, not for compliments. ü
All I really want right now is for someone to sleep with me, like actually fall asleep with me. Wrapped up in my arms, tucked tightly under the blankets and our legs intertwined. And then just be there in the morning when I open my eyes, please.